1st day of y2s2

French Class.....

in an interested language subject.

I love it XD

because the pronunciation so unfamiliar.

especially "quatre" read as ta ker

and I did deco booth with chealene,xw,jy,ff...

I knew something.. hehe..btw xw & ff

I took my dinner with chealene and jy at mz..

Now, I am so tired and so worry about tomorrow meeting..

I got my own idea. I scare I wont accept others.

I need your help lord...

the weird thing

by the time i chat with en, I feel happy no stress

by the time i chat with the one I loved,I missed, I feel so angry until faith..angry until cant breath...

I love him but why my attitude being like that?

I cant accept what he is trying to talk me..

What is happening now??

I know I still being stubborn..

A new semester is started tomorrow!!

A new semester is going to start tomorrow..
Wish that I won't sleep in the class again.. haha><>

& my lovely Christian Fellowship society(having 2 meeting in the 1week)..
I know God is with me and lead me through...=)

I feel sleepy now..

tomorrow I will go to french class alone..

everything just leave into hand of god..

I know God will lead me through..

Today, I woke up early than others day..

I don't know why I wake up..

maybe scare wake up late to sunday service.

At that moment, my brain no think about him whereas think about my dream..

what is my dream? I am the girl who no exactly purpose of life.

Yes, I got. I hope all the people will believe Jesus in one day.

but, this purpose make me don't know how to achieve it and my heart is cooling down..

I don't want this happen.. I want to keep my heart on fire.. I love God, I want to serve him..I have faith but no fire..(what a sad thing)

and today, i set a target or dream for myself..

I hope to travel all around the world..

no boy friend, no marry, but with god..

I tried to think what type of travel I wanted..

mission trip? yeah.. can serve god while travel

or just simple look through the world..

Don't know..

But at least I have my dream now...

I will try to work hard on it..

DOn't know this dream can last how long..

Today, invited a special speaker, 何海山..

really hope to bring my family and my grandma to church..

I bought a CD..

Hope God works and touches my family's heart..

Good night.. have a nice new semester..

Gambateh!!

不是必然的

幸福不是必然的；
机会不是必然的；
很多事不是掌控在我们手里

父母从星加坡旅行回来了，
没有他们的日子，
家里显得额外安静。

昨天和弟弟去mamak吃晚餐，
原来，弟弟不是讨厌耶稣，而是对他很陌生。
很伤感吧？做姐姐的没好好传福音给亲人。。
加油啊！！“一人信主，全家必要得救”
神的应许必会实现

搭伙食带来很多问题，
多到我也不知道如何解决
一个家庭的问题，竟然转到别一个家庭。。
怎么办？

muet的表现很差！

又到开课了
This semester will be a busy semester.
I took 4subjects on this semester.
Started feel stress..
May God bless..

Australia..
no hope ard.. TT
actually, i hope to be there,
but the air fare is quiet expensive and i cant get the promotion price at the first minute.
maybe God has his own way..

MUST HAVE AND OBTAIN A PASSION HEART TO SERVE AND TO LOVE GOD =)

Tuesday..

I feel happy today because the "king" cockroach have been killed..

Got nothing special today.. as usual..

Sien.. Bored..

MOst of my fren are worry about the MUET's speaking test ..

May god Bless us.. We need you lord.. =)

Christmas event

Today, ong just asked me something about the christmas event and it's remind me that I gonna have lot of things to do and lot of responsible on it...

I am the vice chairperson. and ong will not be around at the most importance period.. God... why treat me like this.. haiz... he will back to his hometown for 3weeks..

I feel scare..because I know it will bring alot of troublesome for me..haiz..

I know I will take over all the things to do.. and caused lot of stresses and pressures..

Actually, I'm quiet disappointed with the CF's committee.. like fang fang and natalie..

however, they are part of the committee but they seem to avoid themselves involve in any event.

I know why they do so..

is because they are too busy with their studies..

Actually, I'm quiet tired to organise event. Hope to be them..

Just say "No", then can avoid all the trouble.

But I couldn't do so...

I must serve god..

I am very clear with this point- serve god..

Hope this time

I will learn something from it..

My holy spirit can grow even more..

All the member willing to contribute their time, and man power.

Please

Dont Grab all the things to do..

Believe that others can do the best

lastly..

Please promise yourself

No matter what result you get,

must continue to serve god..

Dont give up or try to avoid it..

must have faith on it..

god will give the best to you..

=)

101010 cont~

Today is little dog's birthday..

Yo.. happy blessed birthday =)

I went to church as usual..

sometimes I feel lonely after service..

not good in conversation..

But it will not stop the worship in my heart.

Today, is a 将要毕业的神学生sharing..

Psalm 27, 1-6

He explained the scripture with us..

and today I had a yummy,full and satisfied dinner with my family in youli..

mum ordered 6dishes, and we had ate 7bowl of rices..

steam fish, curry fish head, yam basket, twin mushroom toufu, tong bo rou, vege

total RM140.

Thank God that I can enjoy my life here..

Lord, pls let me always Humble to you..

101010

10-10-2010..Sunday..

Firstly, I would like to give a big thank to our holy almighty god..

Thank God for giving me strength to pass through all the difficulties..

Yup.. now my heart is full of the peace of God..

I know more and more challenges are waiting me to go through..

I not afraid because I know that no matter what had happen,

God will always be with me.. support me..

so..

you must be strong enough and prepare your heart to overcome those challenges..

=)

I love to give the supportive power to myself and all my friend..

because it is works.. when you are failed, the thing that needed the most is the support from others...

I am the kind of girl who is very silence.. but I like to think a lot..(lot of non-sense thing)

and I have a very good temper..

I believe that all of the human being are kindness and good..

and we don't have the right to angry or hate someone..

maybe this kind of perspective is so innocent... But I do believe it..

I don't like to fight or hate someone.. (except my family-last time)

because it too tired and I afraid to do so... (I scare to fight with others and no experience on it.)

ya.. this is me..

somemore..

A stubborn girl in couple or love world..

Once I loved someone, it is very difficult for me to let go..

I just failed it.. and It's hurt me until I want to jump down from my school building..

A girl who love God..

Decided to believe in God, is the a greatest best thing that I had made.

With God,

I have faith,

I have confidence,

I have strength,

I have power,

I have peace,

I have eternity life

and I'm not alone.